It is tempting, at times, to tiptoe safely to death. Lions in captivity live nearly twice as long as their wild counterparts. In theory, they are wealthier, with a full-time staff that cleans their housing, prepares meals, and completes regular medical check-ups. They also have fantastic job security. Would you take that deal if you were living paw-to-mouth on the Savanah? When I was growing up, I hunted disruption. This lasted well into my 20s. Every few years, I would begin to feel comfortable - in my social setting, career, and relationships- and so I would blow something up. It was a volatile formula, but I loved it. It always caused a transformation. It took me to new countries and put me in strange scenarios, from breaking horses in central BC to commercial fishing in Northern Australia. One year I owned my own white water rafting company. Another I was bartending in a strip club.

Today I blow things up less than I used to. I am not as comfortable with disruption as I once was. But when I think back on my life, those memories of spontaneity and novelty are the fondest. I know this is a familiar story. Our sense of wonder, adventure, and experimentation - our trust in the serendipitous nature of the world decreases with age. We become comfortable - set in our ways. Maybe, this is intelligence. We become wise from life experience, making us less reckless. Maybe we accumulate money and things, and the fear of losing them makes us risk-averse.

But I will challenge this. Mice, when housed in a cage, demonstrate similar behavior. Young mice will constantly explore the cage. They will walk the perimeter, toy with the exercise equipment and dig through the bedding. Old mice tend to favour a particular corner - eventually taking up permanent residence in one spot, rarely venturing out aside from basic needs like food and water. Is this because the old mice have accumulated wealth they now fear losing? Have they been burned by the exploits of their younger days and now walk a conservative path? Neither. They have lived in a “safe” environment, never building fear of exploration through personal failure. They have not accumulated any advantages that they now fear losing.
